I have noticed lately that I have been ‘off.’ I have been discontent and edgy and I just haven’t been able to find a good reason as to why. Except that I am off and I am looking for peace. It’s a cognitive dissonance. In other words, life took a turn that I wasn’t expecting and my preparations were for nothing and it left me feeling disconnected.
I know that I somehow need to get back on track. But what is the track that I need to be on? I have been chasing rabbit trails leading to dead ends. But I know that there is a peace out there that I could be a part of.
This peace that I am longing for is that connection… the connection we experience when we are participating in God’s will in the world. This is when we are in harmony with what God has planned for us.
Have I been following the wrong path? Have I not been in line with God? I don’t know. I didn’t think I was, and yet I have lost the connection. I just pray that the door will open for me to connect with God, Christ and the Holy Spirit.
No good answers today… just plenty of questions.
In Christ’s Name,
Lisa
